Update

My dear readers, I am so sorry that I have taken so long to update my blog and continue with the auto-biography. Much has been happening in my life behind the screen and I have been neglecting my blog and you the reader. I just wanted to let you know that everything is going well and that as the holidays are fast approaching I am going to be more and more busy. What you can expect for the remainder of this month is a look into the life of a pagan during the winter season. I will share with you my festivities. Also you can expect another part to my auto-biography. Lastly I will be giving holiday ideas to do with your friends, family, and special someone.

Again I apologize for the lack of blog updates, but I assure you friend; you are not forgotten!

Healing

As you have noticed I have taken a step away from the auto-biography. This is because I have been so busy, but with great things! I went camping, got a job, and as for the whole reason for this post, have a boyfriend.

Yes a BOYfriend. He has been my best friend for many years and Friday we became a couple. I titled this post "Healing" because that is exactly what has happened. I have a horrible fear of men due to treacherous history with them. Those experiences (which you can read eventually in one of my auto-biography posts) left me scarred. He, my boyfriend, knew that I was very uncomfortable with men, but he never (and still does not) knew about why. Regardless he was very careful with me and made it his mission to get me to the place where I am comfortable with him. His motives were entirely about me, all he wanted was to help me and show me that men are not all evil.

Him and I understand each other and talk about many things, some of which I have never shared with others. He is very considerate and kind, and cares deeply for me. We have had feelings for each other for years but because of my fear I never pursued him. He on the other hand, pursued me. We are an ebb and flow of relaxation and balance. He plays with me and teases me, and that is just what I want and need. I am proud of him and could brag about him for hours. He is really a great person and a wonderful friend.

He successfully completed his mission, then decided to change it. This time to maintain my comfortableness with him. This shows my healing from the harm done so many years ago. I am thankful for him and so happy that we are together at last. I feel safe around him, and the best part of all this is; nothing changed between us except for now we are each-other's.

So I felt it important to document this beautiful event especially since the goal of this blog is to track my progress and growth. This is definitely a huge step for me. I wish all of you who have been hurt so bad, may receive such wonderful healing.